邂逅

很突然的接到了你的来电
我有所犹疑
但我们还是约好了见面

两年后的邂逅
在那熟悉的餐厅

那种心情
无法不期待
无法不紧张
但 更无法不让自己冷静下来

我的心在跳
没有规律的跳动着
好久好久没有这种感觉
一路上
我没法好好的专心

看见你坐在那里
我突然不想再理会任何理由
只想好好和你聚聚

一整夜
我是开心的
我们很有默契的避开了一切不想提的话题

渐渐的夜深了
开始感到了黯然
突然没了话题
我们就这样坐着
没有人想离开
直到餐厅打烊......

无论有多不想
我们还是拥抱着道别
大家都不晓得下次会是什么时候
但 我很卑贱的期待着

然而 我的心意与期待
已不能象从前那样表达
只能找片土地
深深的挖个洞
把它埋藏起来

深深的
深深的
因为
连我自己都不想再听到它的声音.

错过的真爱

下着大雨的街
独自架着车
经过我们常去的餐厅
我不经意的想起了你
很想你...


以为只要简单地生活
就能平息了脉搏
却忘了在逃什么
我的爱明明还在
转身了才明白
该把幸福找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带
等着潮汐更改送你回来
你走路姿态微笑的神态
潜意识曾错过的
真爱

有时感觉象颗石头
我不懂什么时候会碰上令一颗石头
结果
两败俱伤

然而我明明就知道那是一颗不会改变的石头
为何
我还要贸然的碰上去呢？

下次
还是绕路走吧......
又或者我避开它就好了.

:)

看见爸妈的笑脸
我觉得自己的一切已无所谓了

想必
那也是爸妈心中想的吧？

女儿开心就好
什么都是值得的.

我爱爸.
也爱妈.

我的二十八 My twenty-eight

I have never mind to let anyone know about my age
to me, it means nothing really
Most importantly
how have i spent my life...
我从不介意让人知道我的岁数
因为那只不过是个数字
重要的是
我有虚度了这些时间吗

In my life,
there are so many angels around me...
which make me feel really blessed.
回想起
我身边有好多好多好朋友
在不同时段出现
为我人生打气加油.

At least,
i have three angels in my life which we have know each other since pre-school.
isn't it a thing to proud of?
起码
我人生中有三个
打从一年级就混在一起至今的好朋友
那已足以骄傲了
不是吗？

Their birthday calls make me feel so warmth...
21 years of friendship,
there is no end, i wish.
今年她们的电话祝福
让我感到窝心
21年的友情
还有好远好远要走......

31st of March
birthday wishes from all over the world
all sms, facebook messages has touched my heart
and,
never ever forget the sweetest and warmest night the guys gave me
... together with the new toy, which make me so addicted to it for now!
Thanks so much dearies.
3月31日
各地朋友的电话，简讯，脸书短讯
让我不无感动和开心
当晚和我一起渡过生辰的朋友
让我感觉温馨...
还有那让我受宠若惊的玩具！
谢谢... ♥





























with the blessing and family companion have make me feel myself forever the princess at home. Oh...
I just love my family so much.
在缺席一年后
再度拥有家人的陪伴
让我感到还是家里的小朋友
:p























平淡的日子却让我幸福满满

And today - a day with surprise!
which i just couldn't express my feeling with any words,
perhaps tears?
this people make me miss them so much.
oh yes!
The Mr. & Mrs. Palia! (I wonder why Mrs....)
而今天...
一个惊喜
让我无法用言语来形容当下的心情

I was back from work
and found a box on the table
我回到家里
桌子摆着那么一个盒子...










with the address that i am familiar with...
i opened it.
上面写着我再熟悉不过的地址
我打开了它...

A me-to-you paper beg
A CD
Another nicely wrapped box with a small card attached.
一个小礼袋
一个光碟
还有一个小礼盒












special reminder from Mr. & Mrs. Palia...
"P/S CD FIRST, THEN PRESENT!!"
oh well....
噢～
先得看光碟，
才拆那小礼盒...











I just can smile and laughed out loud with the video
and after that,
i feel so depressed and miss u all.
房里飘着你们的声音
和我不停的笑声......
我真的不懂如何表达对你们的思念.

Hey...!
I like it soooo much...
and i will wear it when i travel abroad for work.
It looks good on me.
Thanks to all my PALIA DARLINGS.
我很喜欢那手表...
那会是我工作的好伙伴.
让我无时无刻想到你们.
谢谢! 我永远亲爱的palia仔和palia婆.
:)

如果，你还搞不清楚你对我の感觉

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不应该时常约我出门，
因为我会误会你对我的感觉，
我会觉得你是爱我的，
我会情不自禁把你当成我的另一半...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不应该时常call我，
至少我一个人还不会觉得寂寞，
因为每次在你call我了以后，
我都会有种莫名的甜蜜，
可只要你一忘了我的存在，
那样的痛苦却是你永远也不会明白的...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不该说出一些令人有遐想的话，
或许你不是那个意思，
但我却会把这些话听成我想的意思了...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那就做好朋友的本份吧，
至少我不会想太多，
至少在你确定你的感觉以后，
我们都不会那么尴尬,
至少我不会对你抱着希望...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
真的真的，
千万别对我太过好，
我会把自己当成是灰姑娘，
沉醉在那豪华的舞会中，
只是十二点的钟声响起后，
你未必是我的那一个王子...


一时的感觉不一定是爱，
或许只是当时的喜欢，
那样的感觉可以很甜蜜，
但却不踏实，也不一定长久...

真的爱他，
那感觉是不受自己控制的，
再怎么隐瞒，
再怎么掩饰，
依然会不经意地流露出...

感觉，
是一种属于自己却又不受自己控制的东西，
只能感受到，却难以确定，
是一种会让人幸福也让人觉得无奈的东西...


取自网络作者

Simply a lively story that cheer me up~

This is simply a lively story about a mother and a son... recommended by my soulmate - Lena.

Hope you all will like it...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

This is something I am jotting down because it is one of those things we must keep in our memory. Sometimes, I read through my old posts to remember the past.

So, today, I sternly ordered my boy to take a nap. He usually doesn’t take naps but we had to wake up extraordinary early because I had to drop my #3 son and him at various locations.

He went to sleep about 5 pm. Around 7 pm, hubby phoned that he will reach the airport and planning to take a taxi. Since it has been a while I drove up to Bayan Lepas, I decided it will be good to take my boy to visit the shops at the airport. You know lah, kids love those candy stores.

So, I woke my boy around 7.30 pm. Told him we are going to the airport to buy sweets and chocolates and watch planes arriving. He woke up without a fuss, took a bath and changed into the clothes I laid down on the bed.

He asked me, “Today, we have class you know?”

So, I told him. Yah….

He repeated, “We have class you know? You think no classes meh?”

Puzzled, I told him, “What class, no class lah. Mommy is supposed to go for mass but no one at home so I didn’t go. Jeff ko-ko class finished, he has gone out again.”

He insisted. “We will be late for class you know? It is 8 already. Class starts at 7.30″

He kept on using the word class. If he said school, this blur mommy probably would get his meaning.

Then, as we were driving out, he asked me, “What are these people doing outside?” As usual, in the evenings, the roads from my houses are packed with cars coming for dinner, burger, hawkers etc.

I didn’t get what he mean and asked him to repeat a few times.

He got pissed, “WHERE ARE ALL THE CARS GOING?”

I replied, “HOW I KNOW LAH? Maybe some want to go shopping, some want to go eating, some want to go to airport like us….”

We drove on. Passing Metrojaya, he said, “Wow, they open so early today…”

Then, only it hit upon me. My child who slept for 2 hours thought it is the morning. It was soooooo funny. But I cannot laugh because he is very sensitive. I must laugh in the right way and not in the ‘you are so silly’ way or else he will feel hurt and said something like, “Horrr…you say I dumb lah…” With this kid, you cannot even utter any negative words. He will put words into your mouth. Even when you didn’t say it, he will know you are implying it.

It took me a while to explain to him that he only slept for 2 hours and it is night time. He has to sleep again at 10 (sometimes 11 pm). It took him a while to figure out. Sigh…so cute. One time-messed kid and one blur mom.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Tell me! you experienced that as well.....

I DO!

:p