我的二十八 My twenty-eight

I have never mind to let anyone know about my age
to me, it means nothing really
Most importantly
how have i spent my life...
我从不介意让人知道我的岁数
因为那只不过是个数字
重要的是
我有虚度了这些时间吗

In my life,
there are so many angels around me...
which make me feel really blessed.
回想起
我身边有好多好多好朋友
在不同时段出现
为我人生打气加油.

At least,
i have three angels in my life which we have know each other since pre-school.
isn't it a thing to proud of?
起码
我人生中有三个
打从一年级就混在一起至今的好朋友
那已足以骄傲了
不是吗？

Their birthday calls make me feel so warmth...
21 years of friendship,
there is no end, i wish.
今年她们的电话祝福
让我感到窝心
21年的友情
还有好远好远要走......

31st of March
birthday wishes from all over the world
all sms, facebook messages has touched my heart
and,
never ever forget the sweetest and warmest night the guys gave me
... together with the new toy, which make me so addicted to it for now!
Thanks so much dearies.
3月31日
各地朋友的电话，简讯，脸书短讯
让我不无感动和开心
当晚和我一起渡过生辰的朋友
让我感觉温馨...
还有那让我受宠若惊的玩具！
谢谢... ♥





























with the blessing and family companion have make me feel myself forever the princess at home. Oh...
I just love my family so much.
在缺席一年后
再度拥有家人的陪伴
让我感到还是家里的小朋友
:p























平淡的日子却让我幸福满满

And today - a day with surprise!
which i just couldn't express my feeling with any words,
perhaps tears?
this people make me miss them so much.
oh yes!
The Mr. & Mrs. Palia! (I wonder why Mrs....)
而今天...
一个惊喜
让我无法用言语来形容当下的心情

I was back from work
and found a box on the table
我回到家里
桌子摆着那么一个盒子...










with the address that i am familiar with...
i opened it.
上面写着我再熟悉不过的地址
我打开了它...

A me-to-you paper beg
A CD
Another nicely wrapped box with a small card attached.
一个小礼袋
一个光碟
还有一个小礼盒












special reminder from Mr. & Mrs. Palia...
"P/S CD FIRST, THEN PRESENT!!"
oh well....
噢～
先得看光碟，
才拆那小礼盒...











I just can smile and laughed out loud with the video
and after that,
i feel so depressed and miss u all.
房里飘着你们的声音
和我不停的笑声......
我真的不懂如何表达对你们的思念.

Hey...!
I like it soooo much...
and i will wear it when i travel abroad for work.
It looks good on me.
Thanks to all my PALIA DARLINGS.
我很喜欢那手表...
那会是我工作的好伙伴.
让我无时无刻想到你们.
谢谢! 我永远亲爱的palia仔和palia婆.
:)

如果，你还搞不清楚你对我の感觉

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不应该时常约我出门，
因为我会误会你对我的感觉，
我会觉得你是爱我的，
我会情不自禁把你当成我的另一半...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不应该时常call我，
至少我一个人还不会觉得寂寞，
因为每次在你call我了以后，
我都会有种莫名的甜蜜，
可只要你一忘了我的存在，
那样的痛苦却是你永远也不会明白的...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那你就不该说出一些令人有遐想的话，
或许你不是那个意思，
但我却会把这些话听成我想的意思了...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
那就做好朋友的本份吧，
至少我不会想太多，
至少在你确定你的感觉以后，
我们都不会那么尴尬,
至少我不会对你抱着希望...

如果你还搞不清楚你对我的感觉，
真的真的，
千万别对我太过好，
我会把自己当成是灰姑娘，
沉醉在那豪华的舞会中，
只是十二点的钟声响起后，
你未必是我的那一个王子...


一时的感觉不一定是爱，
或许只是当时的喜欢，
那样的感觉可以很甜蜜，
但却不踏实，也不一定长久...

真的爱他，
那感觉是不受自己控制的，
再怎么隐瞒，
再怎么掩饰，
依然会不经意地流露出...

感觉，
是一种属于自己却又不受自己控制的东西，
只能感受到，却难以确定，
是一种会让人幸福也让人觉得无奈的东西...


取自网络作者

Simply a lively story that cheer me up~

This is simply a lively story about a mother and a son... recommended by my soulmate - Lena.

Hope you all will like it...

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This is something I am jotting down because it is one of those things we must keep in our memory. Sometimes, I read through my old posts to remember the past.

So, today, I sternly ordered my boy to take a nap. He usually doesn’t take naps but we had to wake up extraordinary early because I had to drop my #3 son and him at various locations.

He went to sleep about 5 pm. Around 7 pm, hubby phoned that he will reach the airport and planning to take a taxi. Since it has been a while I drove up to Bayan Lepas, I decided it will be good to take my boy to visit the shops at the airport. You know lah, kids love those candy stores.

So, I woke my boy around 7.30 pm. Told him we are going to the airport to buy sweets and chocolates and watch planes arriving. He woke up without a fuss, took a bath and changed into the clothes I laid down on the bed.

He asked me, “Today, we have class you know?”

So, I told him. Yah….

He repeated, “We have class you know? You think no classes meh?”

Puzzled, I told him, “What class, no class lah. Mommy is supposed to go for mass but no one at home so I didn’t go. Jeff ko-ko class finished, he has gone out again.”

He insisted. “We will be late for class you know? It is 8 already. Class starts at 7.30″

He kept on using the word class. If he said school, this blur mommy probably would get his meaning.

Then, as we were driving out, he asked me, “What are these people doing outside?” As usual, in the evenings, the roads from my houses are packed with cars coming for dinner, burger, hawkers etc.

I didn’t get what he mean and asked him to repeat a few times.

He got pissed, “WHERE ARE ALL THE CARS GOING?”

I replied, “HOW I KNOW LAH? Maybe some want to go shopping, some want to go eating, some want to go to airport like us….”

We drove on. Passing Metrojaya, he said, “Wow, they open so early today…”

Then, only it hit upon me. My child who slept for 2 hours thought it is the morning. It was soooooo funny. But I cannot laugh because he is very sensitive. I must laugh in the right way and not in the ‘you are so silly’ way or else he will feel hurt and said something like, “Horrr…you say I dumb lah…” With this kid, you cannot even utter any negative words. He will put words into your mouth. Even when you didn’t say it, he will know you are implying it.

It took me a while to explain to him that he only slept for 2 hours and it is night time. He has to sleep again at 10 (sometimes 11 pm). It took him a while to figure out. Sigh…so cute. One time-messed kid and one blur mom.

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Tell me! you experienced that as well.....

I DO!

:p

...

你所告诉我的
是让我感到有点失措

请给我时间接受和消化
谢谢你的体谅.

偶然 发现的存在价值

我驾着车
经过那熟悉的路口
我听着电台播着很久以前
我很喜欢的歌
很自然 很不经意的...
想起了你

和朋友的聚会中
提起了你
是悲伤 是遗憾
终究都已成为往事
那伤口偶尔隐隐作痛
不过
时间已让它逐渐康复
不是吗？

享受着忙碌
享受着工作
享受着聚会
享受着塞车
享受着生活
有多难过 有多开心
我都在享受着那过程

被重视是开心的
让我找回自己的价值

至少
偶然 发现
在某些人心中了解到
我的存在价值.

改变

从英国回来一星期...
感觉好像回来了很久似的.
我是很想念彼邦的所有人.
但或许因为没有密切的联络和接触吧,
很多画面开始淡化了...
我在想,
三个月后,
那会是如何?
那股让我期待, 兴奋的推动力还会在吗？
我不懂.

回望自己过去一年半的改变,
是时候调整那好玩的态度,
恢复从前较为稳重的处世形象.
感激老板的compliments,
让我这次回去感觉很好.
从新回到工作岗位，
暂时没从前那么忙碌，
但责任却加重了.
训练新人的工作落在我身上......
我看见新的挑战在迎接着我.

这几天不停的在外逗留
不曾留在家里吃晚餐
见见老朋友
聚聚旧同事
小声讲大声笑
不亦乐乎.

想起另一端的人, 事, 物...
无法不思念.
只不过,
总觉得就是少了一点.........
默契? 联络? 或是...............

hmmmmmmm.......
或许，
这就是所谓的改变吧?!

我觉得那是一种遗憾。

时间

我记得那天在房里

看着《不能说的秘密》

很莫名其妙的over reaction

或许把隔壁房的你们吓坏了

其实

那天我没有告诉你们的是

我的over reacted并不完全是因为剧情的感动

而是

我很害怕回到时差的那端

我曾经败给了时间

时间成了最终的大赢家

我不懂你明不明白我所要表达的

但 没关系了……